Kid activity today means I have to spend half the day with STBX including probably lunch. I am so, so disgusted with him for disrupting our lives so profoundly while he sits back and plays video games. It feels like a ten ton weight in my chest. I wish I didn't have to see him at all while I'm going through this. He looks at me like he wishes I'd be friendly to him and I just want him to leave me alone so I can get on with things. I wasn't perfect, but I shouldn't have had to be. I'm not a mind-reader. I wish I didn't have to carry all this by myself because I married a shallow jerk.
Me42, H40 D12, S8, S7 A revealed: 7/13 Sep 4/14; Agreed to D 1/15
