I spent the night crying my eyes out. If someone wants to work on his marriage, then how can he ignore me. I am so confused.
A friend of mine past away yesterday from heart attack. She was only 46, just a couple months younger than me. It got me thinking, life is too short to put up with all this mess. I want to wake up and find that this is a bad dream. A part of me wants to call it quits and move on with my life and then a small part wants to fight for my marriage. How do I decide what I really want? How do I find peace with my decision? I am therapy, but that doesn't seem to help either. I am trying to stay busy so I don't have time to think, but that's not working either.
