Complex No. 6 - The turtle and the rabbit

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Yep. Let's say it came down to a 'normal' level haha.

Having more light interaction with W. Most of it is coming from her. I have to admit it gets to me a little bit. I miss her today. She's on the couch and I just wanna lie there with her and cuddle. But of course I know better.
I'm wondering if she misses intimacy too. I mean everyone has a need for intimacy, not only sex I mean. I know she's a cuddler. I'm neither a womam nor her, but I can imagine that it's wearing on we at some point. And it doesn't seem like she get any intimacy from OM.
I still feel good and detached and I don't wanna be too hard on myself. The feelings I have a normal, but I wanna be cautious. I know already that it'd hit me hard again if she'd decide to split and move on and legally S or D.

Not a lot of discussion in my thread about the most recent developments. Probably because I'm in a much better place psychologically. But I'm kinda desparate again for a little breakdown of the latest action and some hands on advice how to deal with W..like how to be mysterious, how to make her want me lol. In the meantime I gotta continue ...I can't slack. Today is the first day of the rest of my life!