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As I mentioned earlier, I am a PA and work in Internal Medicine and Palliative Care. I deal with elderly patients all day long, and really enjoy my job.

It saddens me so much to see these elderly couples come in holding hands and showing genuine concern for each other, and realizing that I will not be able to do the same when I get older. Chances are that these people also had marital problems, but chose to work things out instead of taking the easy way out with divorce. I so wanted to grow old with my wife and be able to look back at our long life together. I feel so cheated.


Me M51
WW F46
T 17 yrs
M 16 yrs
9 children D29 D27 D26 S24 S24 S19 S19 niece18 S17
8 grandchildren
ILYBINILWY: 12/15/14
I discover PA 12/31/14
She files D: 1/9/15
She moves out 3/2/15
D papers served 3/18/15