I have only been dark for a bit over 24 hours and it's hard. It's also pretty awesome. I felt so much less stress last night and today than I have in months.

I also did some GAL last night. W sent me a few texts during the day and really ramped them up after about 5:30. Sending me pictures of our daughter, etc. I ignored all of them, which is a HUGE 180.

Late last night she sends "are you mad?" I replied to that one with "No". She kept texting trying to get me in a conversation and I finally said "if you want to talk, come over tomorrow night". She replied "maybe".

I had forgotten I have some GAL activities planned with one of my best friends before the M.

I want to tell her that we can't meet tonight because I'll be out. Should I just remain silent? Since she didn't commit to coming over to the house, I think any mention of it from me will be seen as pursuing.

M:42 W:43
T:14 M:10
S:9 D:5
W filed 12/22/14
EA 12/31/14
PA 4/10/15
D final 5/13/15