hold on! - 8

[u-turn]

W is continuing to get closer, and even initiating some physical touch, wants to go on a date, still wearing her ring - which I commented to her about (I like this, and is very important to me).

She mentioned that she wants to ML, but feels gross because of what she has done. This is going to be a big hurdle for both of us I think.

I am nervous about this (I think that I have officially gotten my virginity back since it has been such a long time (since day before BD).

I am nervous about a lot of things these days though - and I don't know whether to talk to her about them or internalize it.