I spoke to a lawyer this morning, he said stick with the mediation and do not sign anything if I don't think it's fair. Bring it to him and let him review it first, if it's possible.

On the plus side, I went out last night to a pasta making class, my partner (they put us in teams if we were singles) asked me out at the end of the night! She is 5 years younger than I am, just got out of a ltr, absolutely stunningly beautiful too! It was a HUGE ego stroke, even though I told her that right now I am not ready for dating. She gave me her card and told me to call her if and when I am.

I seriously went to sleep last night with a smile on my face, first time in a long time.

Me: 38
W: 32
S10 D6
T: 10 (02/2004)
M: 7 (12/2007)
Separation 02/2015
OM confirmed 01/2015,
D mentioned 12/2014
D finalized 9/2016