I didn't see it as a date. Up until Wed this was a divorce and i was focused on that.

The woman has her own life hours away. I wasn't intending to blow this up.

I've been second guessing everything and feel off center on this.

I question how much I want to save things at times. The W makes it sooo hard.

I screwed up a bit this morning and let my anger get the best of me in a couple of spots and feel like an idiot because of it.

Me: 45 W43
S7, Foster S9 (Planning to adopt post divorce)
D mentioned Feb 2015, Wife served 3/24/2015. She moved out 4/15/2015.