Hi Rppfl. You seem very strong. Sad to hear that you thought you were not attractive enough for H. I think my W is beautiful and always has been I'm not sure if others think the same but who cares. Any person ican be beautiful to others and from what I've read on your posts I have no doubt the beauty is there for all to see Glad your approaching the meeting on Monday with your own thoughts sorted Take care. Rd
Thanks, RD. I'm on the "up" part of the rollercoaster ride right now, feeling good about myself, looking forward to some things in the future, staying in my own sandbox, mostly. I just hope I can stay there until and including Monday's lunch.
As far as the feeling beautiful thing goes, I know that I'm good looking enough. And I know my H thought so, he was just not comfortable telling me that, somehow. Which explains a lot about our M. And the fact that I allowed someone else to dictate my worth tells you something, too. But it's all water under the bridge now.