Confused 2

[Joe46]

Yes Sandi, you missed all the fun!! I want to thank you so much for pushing me awhile back. If it wasn't for your advice and support, I would have still been so confused about what to do and been beating myself up. Vanilla was so great yesterday. I did screw up twice yesterday. With the mom doesn't love dad anymore thing(which I did not tell anyone but her). And my quick text when she kept saying I was done with her. I replied that I never said that.

This morning I am getting the guilt trip about her having to get to the doctor for her kidneys. And how I need to call the health insurance. She is the main on the policy. She can call too. She also stated last night she was getting her own insurance. Her kidneys are probably hurting from all the weight loss pills and coke she drinks all night to stay up. I'm sure the stress also. But I did not force her to do those things. She will blame me for it all. The truth is, her guilt, poor sleep, weight loss pills, coke, stress and gaining weight from sitting in that office forever is making it all worse!!