Edz, much of what you have written resonates with me too.

We all know it's hard, so waffle away, it's all part of beginning to understand who you are, what you need, what you want and what you can do without.

I'm 54 and I've never known what I wanted to do with my life other than be involved in music, which I was between 1981 and 1997 ish. I no longer am, partly due to WW and I miss it.


M: 57 / EW: 52
T: 21, M: 8
S: 18, S: 15
Bomb: 1 Jun 14
EA Aug 2014 I think
PA Feb 2015 possibly sooner