I sent my STBX a void cheque so he can transfer the money into my account so fingers crossed! It's funny how truly detached from him I feel now. I don't worry at all about anything I ask, text or write as I am no longer attached or invested in the out come. It's strangley.......freeing.
I had my fourth date tonight with the Fire fighter. It was a bit of a catch up date as we hadn't seen each other in almost three weeks between him being sick and our work schedules. We had no problem keeping the convo going. I do find him attractive but feel the chemistry is a bit low. Partially because it has been so long between our dates and he does take his time. I am not one to rush and had not intended to have any real intimacy but he didn't hold my hand until 15 mins before he left. Lol When he left we hugged and had a quick kiss. I feel like we could have connected a bit more earlier and maybe I would feel more chemistry. He texted when he got home and thanked me for a good night. We shall see I guess after another date. Hopefully not so long a gap! Lol
Me 52 H 44 T9 M 5 BD 12/11 H split 8/12 OW moved in 12/12 OW gone for good 6/14 We get closer again 9/14 SD 13 Me 4 Grown
Accept what is...let go of what was and have faith in what will be.
