Hi Edz. Sorry your down but please remember that your W left for her own reasons. She didn't decide over night to go and she won't be deciding to come back in a hurry. I wouldn't take too much notice of what you hear , it's all about what you see. Your W lives somewhere other than with you and that's a fact. If and when your W wants to reconcile then you will know. You have made great progress in your own personal life and with S so focus on that. It's very hard but accept what is while continuing to be the best Edz you can be Anyone can change their mind over anything. What your W says today could change tomorrow

Take care. Rd