Part 16 - edz, just edz

[edz]

Thinking of dropping plans for Sunday and just rearranging S's days so he and w can share the day without me. Not sure whether to just go dark for a while.

I do feel there's uncertainty which w has said for a while but also like she's simply hedging her bets.

Things seemed positive on Sunday as well. If the above is true and it seems to be she said this to someone only a few hours after we had a long phone call and before our Monday morning brunch. Its possible Monday changed some things I suppose but I'm very uncertain now.

Dont think pushing w to talk is a wise move in any case which leaves me precisely nowhere..