V and Karma,

I will be very careful, I might have one drink or just go "virgin".

We were good friends so it's more about catching up than going out to party.

My Abilify is working today, no bouts of sadness or crying and I'm thinking clearly.

I know I didn't cause this, I can't fix this or control the S. Today when I looked in the mirror I thought to myself, I am somebody and actually thought to myself I might be relieved if I don't have to care for her.


M 53
W 44
D25 D20 S22
PA 10/95
BD abt 2k EA
BD 9/2004 PA D'd 1/05/05
DB'd 9/2004-08 PA ends 02/2005
XW rehab 03/2005 piecing until OM3 June?/2005
Remarried 12/28/07
BD 12/18/14
Sep living together