Seperated -she is with someone, I'm desperate (3)

[vdubber]

Well not much to report. W messaged after work saying she was going home to do laundry and then go to bed early. She doesn't have kids and would normally go straight from work to bar. This paired with her messages earlier about if I would want to court her make me wonder if her and OM are on the rocks.

I know better than to assume this means she wants me back but the mind is a terrible thing sometimes and has me hoping she sincerely is thinking about the choices she has made and what she is losing in me.

I'm going to go to bed and try to get some sleep. Any advice on the communication from her would be appreciated as I get confused between reality of where her mind is probably at and my desire to have my W back in my life.