Yeah, the control switch was flipped. Like I said before, I always saw the word 'control' negatively but I see in all of our sitches it's good intentions just a mismatch of how its received. --------------
Carers said D4 not doing too good this morning, she was screaming at W during drop off and looked very, very tired. She said W looked overwhelmed also. No my thing to worry about W, but with D4 screaming she hardly ever does that; it can't be a fantastic week for them. Nothing I can do about it....I'm back from my trip now and that was my main concern. -----------------
So GAL report. Went out with coworkers while we were on our trip. Had a good time, good team bonding. I experimented a little at the bar with holding eye contact with a girl. She looked back, gave a little smile and then started talking to her friend. Kept looking over at each other every couple minutes. Saw her turn down some other guy that approached her. Got to the point that I think I could have went over to talk with her. However, MCS is nowhere near ready for that. But it was a good feeling and boost to self esteem.
Realized a little later that during this time, I was primarily talking to one of my coworkers that is attractive, so I'm sure from the outside it probably looked like she was 'interested in me' and it was a little competition from this other girl at the bar. I joked with my co-worker that she should be my Wing-Women.
All in all, a fun night. We all had a good time and laughed a lot.
Last edited by MCS; 03/12/1512:00 AM.
M:36 W:37 T: 15 M:11 S6 D5 BD: 8/10/14 IDLY: 8/12/14 S: 8/13/14 (she left, I stayed w/ kids) D Mentioned: 10/15/14 Confronted about OM: 10/15/14 EA: ~4/13 PA: ~10/13 She filed: 8/15 (not final)