You may, you may not. You may late be grateful this happened because of whatever door this has opened.
It does get easier to deal with, it doesn't hurt quite as much, you don't think about quite so often, you may even see the other side of it and if not condone, understand it a little better and maybe with some compassion.
Ok I am going to try that one once I get settled in it really sounds good ... I am a big fan of the crockpot stuff as its pretty low maintenance and you can just put it all in before you leave .. come home ready to eat.
Yeah, I think it was a case where I thought I was over the hurt part, because its been some time since it has crossed my mind, however dealing with being exposed to that type of story in a movie or on the radio .... well I am not there and realize there is more to heal. I know she had an A, seems to be over or at least not nearly as glamorous as she probably fantasized about it. But hearing about it made my ears ring a bit. Thing of it is ... that was her choice, not mine. I get to a point that the A is often a part of all this, does not really justify it completely to me, however it did raise a question that I may one day need to address, if I can be big enough to fully forgive and let go of that.
As you said ... I am strangely grateful for it because I am at a fault honest enough to admit there is no way I would have done the changes I have to get to where I am headed without this happening, I know that for certain.
