Might need some guidance if possible. We have been living together for almost 4 months now. Just this weekend, something changed not sure what. She went from being somewhat fun to telling me she is just not feeling anything. I know I have backslid a bit from time to time. Trying my best to keep it up beat and fun, but life is stressful. She said she's not leaving, but did say she did it for the wrong reasons, coming back. Her family she said pushed her into it, from them telling her it was the right thing.
I have tried to talk to her, but don't get much. She has said that she doesn't see any fun in me, and wants someone who she can fun with and live. My problem is she has a disease that hurts her body and she is going to school for her nurse practitioners degree. So she is co scantly wore out and wants to lay in bed all day. Depression is part of her problem as well. She sees a doctor for it and takes meds, but it only seems to help from time to time. She recently switched medicine a little, I think may be part of why she is going back to this state.
She has mentioned that she still doesn't unewsstand how I could have his things and did what I did to someone I love. I just don't have the words to say how sorry I am, and how I want to be different. And like I said I still struggle with everything. I need more time to work on me I guess. But living together and not being intimate or sharing any emotional stuff at all is tearing me apart.
Would it be wise to just basically go cold with her again? Or try something else. I'm really at a loss here. Wishing I had not taken the chance so soon to get together again. I'm sure she feels stuck and it's really affecting her. I'm not even allowed to say she is pretty or anything from the convo this weekend. Very disheartening.
