I'm getting a few job-hunt-related tasks done, and that's good. Nothing major (and I still don't feel like eating anything-- lost 20 lbs in the past few weeks) but definitely something.
I believe that when the camping trip comes up again, as it inevitably will, then I need to say that no, I'm not okay with it, and the only "reason" to give is that it's wrong. That could precipitate filing, but isn't it true that I've lost her already? She's lost to the monster of addiction.
