Still struggling with the feeling of having gone down the rabbit hole/through the looking glass. It never occurred to me that he'd be willing to abandon me this way. That we wouldn't be friends that he could hurt me and the kids like this. It's not like BD, but I'm feeling my heart as broken. Feeling sad & anxious.
I saw the lawyer again yesterday and moved things along a bit. I have housing to dos in front of me and I'm scared of making a mistake. There's a vibe at the office that's tense after a small snafu last week and my coworker keeps hinting someone could get fired. It was a tiny snafu but I'm terrified (also I wasn't wrong).
Overall this week is going poorly and I'm a bit down.
Me42, H40 D12, S8, S7 A revealed: 7/13 Sep 4/14; Agreed to D 1/15
