Thining more about my situation. I am focusing on remaining positive, positive about me, my kids and my future.
Today my WAW and her AP are meeting in P for a long weekend. It makes me very sad but I am practicing thought stopping behaviors. I can't say that i have mastererd it but I am trying.
Good morning with the kiddos today, up early, changed into school clothes, packed lunches, kisses and drop off's. I do love those little kids so very very very much. I dressed up in a pretty blue blazer, put on my special earrings and am getting out there.
I know that the forum always states watch actions and not words and and while that is discouraging, I will rise above.
How can I win this? By keeping the focus on myself and reacting to my WAW's BS and trying to be compassionate towards myself and not beat myelf up about this. I did not cuase this, I can't control this, I am not repsonsible for other's choices. I am responsible for mine and I am laying the ground work for a better future with or without WAW.
