Just bumping this.
I was down yesterday, but when I got home from work he was acting like nothing happened.
I have been reading the forum, trying to get all the acronyms. I was given the DB book years ago from my old therapist, during the time of our separation. Going to try to read it but have to do so on the sly because I don't know what he'd say if he saw me reading it.
Part of me still feels like he's only still around because he can't support himself without my income.