Complex No. 6 - The turtle and the rabbit

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Very interesting: W came home, I was writing an essay. We had a casual conversation and I kept it going for a bit to feel her out a bit or so. It was just about this and that, TV shows, my meds, and that her mom is bothering her. I also asked her how she is feeling, she said she's quiet emotional recently.

Then I go back to the kitchen table to my laptop. Focusing on my stuff, W turns around looks like a little puppy and apologizes for the situation we are in and that it 'sukks' and that she feels bad that she is having those 'feelings'. I just told her it's understandable. Then I said I take a lot of blame too, she responds I shouldn't and I just said in a strong and calm tone "Last year I just wasn't Complex!". Then I continued my stuff while she kept looking at me.
Not so sure what to think of this and if I reacted totally right, but I think it was ok.
Interesting how DBing warmed her up a bit and the 'struggle' seems to be back, compared to the 'I need to get away asap' from a few weeks ago. I won't read much into it and continue my thing. I'm determined. For myself. My journey isn't close of being complete.