Yes I have read every post you linked. I also spend hours each day reading all the posts. The posts you linked made a lot of sense and I hope they work for me.
We have not spoken all day except for the 2 seconds when I was at the office and then she texted me this afternoon because a patient asked her if I was going to the ball game tonight, so she texted me to find out. I wrote of course I am and that was it for our communication.
This is getting so hard we have spent more then half our lives together. I was a 17 year old kid getting phone calls from her parents threatening to kill me or hire a hit man to have me killed. I never ran from any of it.
I still can't pinpoint if there is someone else or if she really likes having complete freedom for the first time in her life, but it doesn't really matter they both are the same battle.
Me: 36 W: 36 D: 14 T: 18 (05/1997) M: 16 (05/1999) BD: 7/23/15 Separation 01/2015 D mentioned and started 02/2015 D filed 3/2015 OM confirmed 3/30/15
