"I'm still feeling a bit frustrated. I know it's impatience, and losing hope. When we were joking around and brushing our teeth this morning, I just kept thinking how anyone looking in would think we were a normal married couple, and not even realise we are heading for D. How can he act the same?! It's just so weird. I just don't see him changing his mind."

This post is so my situation too, which leads to the feeling of unreality. Most days are fine and to anyone looking in they wouldn't see anything different either.

I would also buy my H a bday present as we're still living in the same house and it seems like a courtesy thing. But I might be wrong. smile

M 46 / H 43
T 24/M 18
S 4
11/6/2014 ILYBNILWY
1/16/2015 Living in separate bedroom
1/8/2016 H moved out