Not a good evening yesterday. Cried for a long time. I hate this damn sitch so much.
I'm now constantly thinking about divorce when all I want to do is love my W, kiss her and hold her in my arms again.

I know it's very pessimistic but it's just not going to happen.
I'm so depressed about it.

Me 40 W 38
T 23 M 21
S21 S19 D16 S14
BD 19/12/2014
D mentioned 27/2/2015.
I filed 08/04/2015, D Absolute 04/11/2015