You said on my thread that you were worried H was coming back as things had not worked out with OW.
Can you explain a little Gg?
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No, I doubt his affair is over. H stated a few times, he will be coming back. He was coming back.
He beating the bushes for info re gg, from nosey neighbour I suspect. He wants to see gg is still where h left her. We all know that's not true.
After last weeks coffee it's looking far less likely I will ever be in the space for h to come back, I'm just not sure I can deal with his crapola.
It's far too emotionally draining, it's just too much work, and really I don't get my needs met. H wants to push back boundaries in my end and in his end there is only bounderies and punishments for me.
Even if x is only ever this last week of a couple of coffees and a few flirty texts, that's ok. He really nice, a gentle bloke who's very genuine and caring. I have really lept forward, mentally.
Rhc came in yesterday, he's looking better too! Think he's finaljy a making progress and it's very pleasing to see. I think the whole building me up by the whole banter and stuff with him has helped him no end.
Oh the testicle dude came in and now there is this whole game I make him blush and boy is that easy! He's doing well too, seems to have lept forward as well in the few weeks since the whole wedding party. Again I'm pleased he's a nice bloke delt a bad hand. (Bi polar x) I think playing a few light flirty games with him has given his confidence a huge boost.
S17 stil, quiet, world is normal again. The babies from last years crop of foals left yesterday as well. These last few weeks seem to be very long, or at least feel long with plenty happening.
M 46 h54 Both married before T 11y Bd 2/14 I must see where ow leads! Ms 18 hs 26
