Kids had an assembly this morning at school which W and I attended. That went fine. On the drive home I broke down and became.a blubbering mess. W's father arrived to help sort things out, spent the whole time consoling me, trying to pep me up. W was totally disinterested. She said she felt bad and didn't like doing this but there was no choice. No doubt I've just driven her a bit further away. She mentioned divorce again saying we can't be married forever if we're not together. I am absolute rock bottom now. No tidying/splitting possessions got done. I just want to keel over. She left in car with her F. I got everything wrong. I said I love you as well. What a stupid man I am. I miss her so much and haven't been able to stop crying.
BD - 30TH JAN 2015 S - 30TH JAN 2015 PA CONFIRMED - 16TH FEB 2015 (SINCE AT LEAST OCT 2014) CONTINUAL TALK OF D ME: 31 W: 28 T: 10yrs M: 4.5yrs D:5, S:6
