Alpha and WAW - part 2

[alpha99]

Thanks complex, I will try to do those things.

I am trying to be positive. If the house gets sold I will have quite a bit of money. I can do things then I've never been able to. W and kids will only be a 10 minute drive away. Things are so raw right now but maybe over the coming months if I get things right things may change. Slowly but surely I am becoming a different person. I would never have dreamt of going to a language meet up until now for example. My teeth are fixed and sparking clean. I am the fittest and lightest in terms of weight I have been in over 10 years. W does appear to be genuine when she says she isn't with anyone, so in that respect the only thing to change is the house being cleansed in preparation for sale. She did mention D again last night but says she has no plans immediately. I asked about our future, she said I don't think so. Understandable given the moment. I shouldn't have asked, I know. At least even in the heat if everything she didn't slam the door completely shut. There is a glimmer of hope. Earlier I wrote worse case scenario. Now let's try best case:

A year from now we could potentially all be living in the one house (W did say this week's ago if things did work out). It would be rented, so that's a bummer, but we'd have more.money from house sale than ever before. Kids in ew school, made new friends, rebuild friendship/relationship with W, happier than ever...that's the dream anyway.