Alpha and WAW - part 2

[alpha99]

This is going to be the hardest day of my life. I haven't slept all night and cried on and off. How can I stop this nightmare. After doing so I just feel deflated and defeated. She's the love of my life, they're my beautiful children. I'm in my house alone for what might be the last night ever...I just can't handle this. I want to be strong but my emotions are overtaking me