Susana (7) - Like a big pizza pie

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well, that wasn't too bad, don't think I let anger come through (I actually made him laugh a *lot*) and I didn't feel hatred when I looked at him. Was pretty pleased with how well I think I acted as if.

Went home to drop off stuff and put on some red lipstick before meeting my friend for cinema. H was there, working on his side project for work. He was warm but not extremely talkative, didn't tell me much about his trip but I guess that gives us something to talk about at dinner tomorrow. He did ask me if we were still on for pizza tomorrow night.
He asked to see the video B and I made and after watching it told me I did really great and then patted me on the head. Patted!! Like a 5 year old!

I have to admit, having the following conversation felt good.
H: blah blah blah oh and I can show you my skiing videos later. what are we going to do for dinner tonight?
Me: oh, I'm actually going to the cinema tonight.
H: oh? Well...I guess I'll make dinner then... Will you want some?
Me: oh yes if you could set some aside that would be great, might be late though.



Then I went and touched up my hair and makeup. He was on the phone with his mum when I went to say bye, so I was just going to wave and head off but as I started to leave he put his mum on mute and came over to wish me a good night and give me a hug.

I'm in a bad mood but not related to H at all. Just before I headed out I discovered a troll on reddit bashing me (my blog/recipes). Guess I need to detach not just from H.