Need Help!!!

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I will admit I did not sleep much last night. But at 7:30 I got out of bed and went to the gym. I then ran to Wal Mart for a few things. On my way back I got Dunkin Donut coffee for the staff at the Dental office. W did not say anything which is what I expected. The other 3 girls were as happy and thankful as they could be. I then went home showered and groomed. When I went back to the office I was dressed in khaki's and a polo and wore some cologne. When I got there my W kept asking me why I was dressed up (I usually only where swishies). I just told her I felt like it. I had to get something from the front office and our receptionist goes you are really looking good today. W looked up at her and I just said thank you and went back to my back office to finish my work.

W followed me back there and was talking for a little while until the next patient came in. Half the conversation was about D14 and the other half was about her plans for her house. I just smiled and listened back. Even though the conversation topic wasn't a good topic, W did talk to me as long as she could which was an improvement.

I am going to go to the mall soon to get some new pants. Then I have my D14 tonight. I do not expect to here from W tonight , but I will be fine either way and not just staring at the phone.

The hardest thing for me is going to be keeping busy. But the weather looks like it may be breaking and I always go through a funk during the Winter. So now it is time to kick the funk.