Susana (7) - Like a big pizza pie

[susana4]

Hi Eirinn, just make sure you have some nice plans for yourself and S. I hope you have a nice weekend. I have spent other weekends apart from H and found it a nice break, it was just this weekend that was hard for me but I don't think it was because he was away, it was because I'd just reached a point of doubt, so don't worry. You will be fine, just keep on going!

I think you are right on your assessment.

And I'm glad to have inspired you on the pizza! Mmm...deep dish!

I'm still feeling the anger/resentment and really down. H is back from his ski trip shortly, and I'm working from home today but opted to go to a coffee shop so I wouldn't be there when he got back. I will have to go home briefly to drop off my computer before going to meet my friend for a movie. I am trying to minimise how much time I see him for tonight because I don't want him to see my current mood. I will have to bring good dose of 'acting as if' PMA!