a young man with hope II

[lnlyshp]

Hello all. Just a quick update. Haven't had much time to journal with classes.

- Still in a depressed phase, I think. Finding motivation is tough.
- Reverting back to original stance of "Keep trying, it's not over until you want it to be." Thanks mahhhty & Mozza.
- Been doing well at smiling and being kind to STBXW when I see her. Not always easy, can be very difficult, but worth it when she responds.
- Cried in IC on Friday while expressing some things I have expressed here. I think he was surprised to see me cry but relieved because he believed I was holding too much in.

Thanks for reading.
- ship