Thanks so much for taking the time to post. I really appreciate it today. And do you know what? Toots is back!!

I can already feel the abject misery and the anger lifting. Are things hopeless? No. There's always hope while I choose to stand. Things don't look hopeful in the short term, granted. But the jury's out after that. And I can have a pile of stuff thrown at me and still have optimism seep back in after only a few hours. That's not so bad. That's who I've become, and she's okay.

So, I'm going to unpack the car, sort out the stuff and then that episode is over. I'm also going to have a look at the legal paperwork this afternoon. I feel like doing that today!

No huge decisions and actually nothing major has changed in my sitch other than OW is back in the UK. No problem. I always worried that them being 000's of miles apart prolongued the fantasy. So who knows what will happen when they are closer? Best not to worry about that and get on with my life.

You know, I partly feel H is trying to get a reaction from me with the photos, and he'll be disappointed if he is. And who knows? That's quite enough new information and mind-reading for one day I think!

Anyway - I live to fight another day! xx

T 13 M 7
Me 48 H 46
SS 15
BD 7.14 PA
D final 5.16 (H filed)

We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus