Thanks RD. I guess this also explains why H had bought a bag home of my stuff from our city flat. So I have been erased from there too. Lots of erasing of me going on right now.

I just unpacked the bag from our flat. And I was so upset. A few years ago, I framed a lovely photo of H and me and gave it to him - I think it was for Valentine's day. I thought to myself - he won't send that back. That would be too hurtful. Of course, it was in the bag too. I really, really hate him today.


T 13 M 7
Me 48 H 46
SS 15
BD 7.14 PA
D final 5.16 (H filed)

We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus