W was taking the children to school today. I've been thinking about our childcare.arrangements and how I hate the fact it could be perceived that I'm not interested in looking after the children. I love them with all my heart and so I'm not happy at all at the situation we've gotten into where the kids stay with W st her parents' every night. I've not had them once over night in about 3-4 weeks now. I miss them. Therefore this morning I sent the following text:

Did the kids go into school OK this morning? As soon as we can I would like the kids to spend a couple of nights each week at home with me.

No reply as of yet. W clings to her phone 24/7 so clearly lack of response is because she won't be happy with the suggestion. I see her more concerned over state benefits gained from being main carer helping to aid the funding of her new place than a genuine desire to look after the children the best she can. I simply want to see them more because I love them and miss them.


BD - 30TH JAN 2015
S - 30TH JAN 2015
PA CONFIRMED - 16TH FEB 2015 (SINCE AT LEAST OCT 2014)
CONTINUAL TALK OF D
ME: 31
W: 28
T: 10yrs
M: 4.5yrs
D:5, S:6