Hi Toots, yes I've read half of the thread. Very interesting.

I've regained most of my PMA thanks. But heartache has also returned.

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More evidence, along with my Jeremy Kyle post above, that the kids don't know what's really happening.

At my mums yesterday and we're having lunch when S15 asks "where's mum again?"

I say "I don't know, she didn't tell me".

Then he says "oh yes, she said yesterday she was going to see her friend, I guess she's still there".

I don't say anything. But my heart aches and my eyes well up.


M: 57 / EW: 52
T: 21, M: 8
S: 18, S: 15
Bomb: 1 Jun 14
EA Aug 2014 I think
PA Feb 2015 possibly sooner