Mach1 | Thanks for stopping by. You're asking if what I'm doing is working. If it's a question about me, I'd say more or less. I need to step up the GAL and, by extension, the PMA. I'm also happy with the work I'm doing with IC and some books. If you're asking about the M, then I just don't know. I cut almost all communication with WAW. Last opportunity she got, she told me she's doing much better than in early February, thanks to taking up sports. So is she facing the consequences of her choice? Is she disillusioned by real life? I don't know. I try to trust the process and be patient.
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PMA Report | I'm doing much better. I'm almost over the flu, I had a good night sleep and the kids have arrived Friday night. I got some information about meds and it would be a long process, much longer than in the US. Also, I wonder if the side effects are worth it. Knowing me, I will now procrastinate until the next crisis.
GAL Report | We had a quiet Saturday at home, for lack of plans, and spent most of Saturday skating and eating with good friends. Tonight, I hosted a friend who's soon moving to to my city, on my street. Promising. Overall, I'm happy with the week-end.
Detachment Report | I'm doing better than last week. In fact, the thought that's on my mind is that I shouldn't want her back. She is a serial cheater with unrealistic expectations of love who seeks external validation to be happy. It's unlikely that my changes, which are necessary, will be sufficient to keep her in the long run. The problem is with her. This being said, I'm in love with her and I'm quite certain I would fall for her charms should she ask for R. Also, there are the kids whom I would really love to see full time. And then five years later, I'll be back here, crying my heart out...
M39 D6 D3 (at S) S 2014-09 D 2016-09
"You can't start a fire sitting around, crying over a broken heart" - Bruce Springsteen.