Susana (7) - Like a big pizza pie

[Elly4]

Susana, I'm sorry your weekend was tough emotionally? I'm going to have next weekend free and just relax with my S, but I'm worried if I'll go into my head too much.

It takes a lot of energy and time to do the work we are doing. The days I get lost, down, or even question whether it's a relationship I want to save, I remind myself that these doubts are part of the process. From everything that I have read on here and in the books, we should be looking forward to a new existence for ourselves, with the hope that finding ourselves will bring our marriages back into alignment in a new and better way. That's not a guarantee that in the end it will work or that we will want it to work out. The end result is that we are better people for ourselves and more at peace with our lives.

I'll welcome any of the more experienced to correct me if I'm wrong. This is one of my longest posts I think. It's been a very reflective day.

Oh, and btw, through your inspiration, the three of us made a deep dish pizza tonight that was heaven to eat!