OK, earlier today, the wife brought me some regular, plain old aspirin to kill my headache and it dropped my BP some too. I feel like a different person, so its like I thought it's a dietary/BP thing.

Wife just dropped by to grab something she forgot when she picked up the girls earlier.
While she's here she asks me: "I don't understand why you even like me as mean as I am and have been to you."
I said: "I love you and I made a promise to always love you. I also know that the meanness is coming from a place of pain and hurt that you're not exactly sure how to express or deal with. It's certainly not coming from the woman I fell in love with."
W: "You know, it really is nice having someone that knows you so damn well."
There was some more pleasant conversation.

At the moment the only thing I am getting my hopes up about is that this depression I was slumping back into may only be a chemical thing, yay!

Me 47 - W 35
M 9 - T 10
2 Daughters - 7 & 9
Discovery of EA- 8/4/14
S - 8/5/15
D mentioned - 9/11/14
R & Piecing - 3/17/15
Regard one another as more important than yourselves.
- Philippians 2:3