Alpha and WAW - part 2

[alpha99]

Thanks toot,

I'm struggling really badly today, crying a lot. I feel like things are getting worse, W renting a place, listening to love songs...my guess is she's thinking of OM. I feel so lost. I have lots of things planned to keep me busy but as busy as I am every spare second leads me back to thinking about W and kids. After doing so well all week I just feel so little hope right now and its hard to deal with. W not getting in touch only compounds this.