Susana (7) - Like a big pizza pie

[susana4]

Thanks Zelda - you're absolutely right. Thank you for your support, it really means so much to me. ((())) I used to get that, to a lesser extent, when I was at college and I'd get an awful cold/flu every year just after finishing exams.

The thing is I feel really guilty about feeling down and angry - but I always hear (harder to implement) that it's better if you just accept your feelings and sit with them, and they will leave sooner. I think there is also some fear in here - I felt like H moved a little bit closer, so my urge is to protect myself by running away, or building up a protective wall of anger.