Yo, Dave, chill, man! I really think you need to get some anger management C or something, you sound like you're about to blow a gasket. You also sound like you're building walls around your heart, and that's not good. Yes, it might help keep you from getting hurt, but it'll also pretty much doom any real progress in your R.
Quote: I got great pleasure in cleaning the toothpaste crust off of my toothbrush with hers today.
Is that for real? That's what I'm talking about. Sounds almost like "abuse by proxy" or something. Scary stuff..
Quote: What's funny is that I forced myself to not get drawn in by it. I took the kisses like a pro...ie. someone who was completely disconnected from the person. <snip> I'm sure this is bad practice...maybe this is how she got into the state she's in.
Yes, I would say it's bad practice! Buddy, you've gotta get a grip, or you're gonna blow it. Seriously... re-think things, get some C, chillchillchillchill...
