Right, Ellie... not ready. I'm so happy for you that you have that. I love it and think of it often. There are opportunities out there for me.. when I'm ready. Hopefully someone will be ready for this!

Sooo... a couple of things made me smile today... first.. my kids and I hung out for awhile this afternoon. We had tears rolling we were laughing so hard. I love that. It's totally our personality.. it was good to have that.

Then, uR... your post made me smile ear to ear! Thank you! You confirmed how I felt and I knew it was OK to feel how I feel. I mean, it is such a messed up sceniro and sitch, dealing w mlc, that I often question my own intent and feelings... I know they are real and genuine, but I don't want to be totally crazy! Thank you for confirming that this is a real crazy-train of emotions.
Right now... keep pushing through... forward!

AJ... I totally agree... you guys are saying the same thing.. just differently. Appreciate yourself and what you can bring to a partnership... to blend together.

Hallelujah!