Thank you for your lovely observation. I will try to explain a little if I can.
Plain Vanilla is one of my shadows. H described me that way and I bought it because this little shadow was inside. I have always been slender and small framed and because of illness, steroids inactivity and too much bad food became big and unhealthy. But I bought and embedded the image of PV and headed that way for a while, lost, lonely and a large puddle of unattractive goop. I bought it because I felt that way about myself. Toots, I feel that way still occasionally and that is when I treat PV as an old friend and I give her my special care and attention. There was an episode of CSI where Grisome found a beauty queen who had become a bag lady and who had tried to save her sister from her fate. That resonated for me.
Plain Vanilla is the shadow sister who is helping me become. There is a lot to learn by projecting her and allowing her to teach me humility and self love.
The elf you describe is there behind me, she will come out to play at Ceroc tomorrow. Today I need PV to motivate me and give me strength in the gym, at work and at play.
Apologies Gan for the hijack.
V
Last edited by Vanilla; 03/08/1501:18 AM.
Freedom is just another word for nothing left to loose. V 64, WAW
