Devotion To A Dream

[phunguy]

Thanks Zues just read that post From Sandi. Eye opener for sure! I realize nothing is normal in this space. I could only imagine how difficult your sitch must have been. I realize this could be a moment of weakness on her part and maybe I'm getting played. There's a lot going on and I'm sure nothing is what it seems. I know that she's confused and using all the negativity of anything from the past to fuel her dislike for me and our M. I also know that she had an A and though she claims no contact and that it's over and she's adamant and given me a access, I know that she's decieved me before and capable of it again.

She's still the woman who two days ago was revolting against my GAL. She's still the woman who chose her friends over our family and she's still the woman who went out with them again tonight. She's also the woman who can't seem to make a decision on anything and has mood swings with regularity as day into night.