So after reading my WAW's emails and they are pretty mean about mean and her entire family and almost all of our couples friends believe her I am still not going to let it get me down. My MIL has actually called me a Viper. Ouch. We used to be good friends and I called her a lot for relationship advice - I have since stopped doing that for the past few months for obvious reasons.
This does feel hopeless at times but if it ends, I will end it on my terms and on my time table. I have stopped mediating and will just think and think about things for a while.
Everything I say, she reports back to her AP. Every move I make, she reports back to her AP. The best thing I can do now is just be completely dark. She is scornful that I would even try anything to help me with our relationship. She is head over heels in love with this creep and can't stop gushing about him.
She has lied about so many things, and has painted me to be a manipulative creep and controller who she hasn't loved in 19 years.
She is so angry at me, and the fury that eminates from her could fry an egg. Really.
Our two kids are seeming to take this pretty well and they know their Mom's are separated and are talking divorce. My S9 and D6 are doing OK with this.
Today we just ran some errands and may go to the mall later on for some new shoes. I have a friend over for lunch and that is the status update.
All I can say is - I can't see how this can ever turn around.
I am going to continue to GAL, execute my plan and keep a PMA. Tomorrow kids and I go the beach with friends. That will be FUN.
