Hopeless in NYC

[eclipse]

"I never loved you. Everything after the first year was a mistake." "We can be friends in the future." "If D ends up hating me, too bad." "No amount of therapy will ever help you, it's in your DNA." "I only stayed with you because I couldn't support myself."

I can't. Being a sensitive person isn't helping the situation, but still...how do people survive this? I've started to experience severe anxiety in my sleep when I dream about her. She used to be an angel. Now it feels like she's the angel of death. There's no anger to her voice, but the things she says cut the soul.